Rough (vent)

Hi, I'm having a rough week. I can't really go into all of it, but the thing that's affected me the most (even though that isn't the biggest thing that's happened) is that I have lost my kitty. She's my real life hello kitty. I've had her for 11 years. She was being bad, so I put her outside. Then she just didn't come back. I have put up flyers, given them to area vets, etc. After the huge rain storm and cold weather we've been having it's not looking good for Mizzy girl. Gav told me she's "Having dinner with her mom Big Mizzy and hello kitty at the rainbow." He's 4 and doesn't know the rainbow bridge story. He also woke up in the middle of the night and shouted "I found Miz!" then went back to sleep.

This is Miz. Where are you?

I have another kitty, Fro. I know everyone always says if they have 2 kids they love them both equally. I think this is why I can't ever have 2 kids. I will always like my first the best. And my first is Miz. She's just a sassy girl. Fro is more of an unconditional kitty, I like to call him 'Baby Jesus" because he is loving no matter what, follows me around outside etc.

Anyhow like I said, that loss was a minir part of my rough week. On wednesday I should have been singing my fav song "I'm feeling like a star, you can't stop my shine I'm lovin' cloud nine, my head's in the sky..." ok you know the rest. because it's officially official. But now I just find myself with a WHOLE LOT of free time. It's like I don't know what I like to do. I know what Gav likes to do but I get bored of 'Say yes to the dress' after a few episodes. Then what else is there to do? clean? read? that's wayyy too dull. I could work out but...

That's another thing wrong w/ me. my side hurts bad. really bad. like stabbing. I was positive my speen ruptures. Fortuinately I work with lots of nurses and one is married to a doctor. The dr called me personally yesterday to go over my symptoms (because I'm all about avoiding a $25 copay if I can). She determined I need to stretch and maybe I pulled an ab muscle. That would be possible if I was you know... exercising or doing something strenous. But as we have established I have been laying around watching TLC.

I'm going out of town this weekend, so that will be fun. And my sister is turning 21! She's in Denmark wich is like a zillion thousand miles away and technically in the future. But I'm excited for her even though she's super far away.

Gav's being super sweet. Like a tiny baby counselor hahaha. He is super crazy happy. So that's contageous.
Anyhow, so that's where I've been. Trust me you haven't been missing much on me not blogging.
OH! but I did get windows 7 on my work computer. it's really cool! except I can't find my pictures lol.

So yeah, back to changing my w4 form and enrolling for benefits. gross.